There are tons of people researching Deprogramming or searching for a Depersonalization Cure / Derealization Cure. I firmly believe anxiety – as well as stress, and other illnesses created through our perception – are the physical manifestation of something far more spiritual, and other-worldly. If you’ve found this article, you’re well into your journey toward ascension and enlightenment. I’d like to present a theory and personal case study that might answer some of your most pressing questions. Try to have an objective, open-minded opinion – as this is a very esoteric, high level, yet important concept.
The Holy Trinity
In the beginning of your ascension journey toward greater spirituality, things are very simple. You may experience light-headedness, spaciness, flightiness, anxiety, getting sudden migraines, over thinking everything, or even getting goosebumps while having enlightening conversations or listening to powerful music (I got them when listening to Bob Marley & Michael Jackson).
This makes sense because we see a “holy trinity” across many religions and belief systems. Once we get over the idea that this 3D reality is all there is, we open ourselves to a greater power. The power that Jesus tried to impress upon us, is equally available and abundant in every corner of the Earth. In Christianity, you have a trinity of the Father, Son, and Holy spirit. In traditional science, you have the Body, Mind, and Soul. In Psychology: the Id, Ego, and SuperEgo. In New Thought you have the Conscious, Sub-Conscious, and the Superconscious or OverSoul. No matter how you look at it, there are always three aspects. First, we have the Over Soul which represents divine essence & reminds us who we are. Secondly, our Masculine Self represents the mind, the conscious mind, logic, reason, the 5 senses, and physical 3D reality. Last, our Feminine Self represents the higher faculties, the heart, empathic intelligence, general sense of knowing subconscious, creativity, imagination, and our intuition.
When we start to wake up, our “reality” begins to shift and I can totally understand how people get strung out and ruin their lives if they don’t have a clear goal in their ascension. Mass unconsciousness is the most dangerous, life threatening disease we face today. We walk around with a power beyond our own comprehension, and spend most of our lives unaware of it. Luckily we’ve been gifted with meditation techniques and herbal substances that work as deprogrammers. My favorites are these Caramel Apple Pops, Cookies and Cream Chocolate Bar, and Strawberry Sour Belts (you don’t need a med card to order edibles).
Getting “Too High”
Herbal “drugs” (Marijuana, DMT, Psilocybin Mushrooms, Ayahuasca, Peyote, etc) are heavily abused in my opinion. I would suppose ancient shamans knew their power and only used them for their ascension abilities. I can imagine how people that are unprepared for this massive frequency shift caused by these herbs go “crazy.” I’ve experienced this sort of altered state of consciousness after having an edible, and it’s brutal. If you’re “unconscious” when experiencing this, you may create unwanted suffering in your life through your subconscious beliefs and actions.
Have you ever seen someone that was “too high” starting saying crazy things about dying, or killing other people? Then called an ambulance, just to be told they were having a panic attack or anxiety? What they’re going through is called Derealization or Depersonalization. It is very common, and 10,000 people search about it every month on Google.
The process goes something like this: the individual begins to drift and appear to slow down. The world starts to feel very mechanical, almost like they’re in a dream or watching a youtube video of themselves through their eyes. Their short term memory is shot, and everything feels like a fog where they’re questioning everything – almost to the point of paranoia. Then they begin to feel drowsy and completely out of it. They may experience lack of coordination and want to lay down. Eventually they start talking about feeling like they’re going to die, and maybe even killing others or themselves. They then either pass out or go into a frozen psychosis where they stare at things for long periods of time or freeze mid-action, rambling and their heart is racing. You may feel the urge to call the paramedics or cops – understandably because the person is in a dream-like state. Their vessel (body) is operating solely on subconscious programming, without the ability to judge good over bad. They no longer are able to control or discern their actions.
Some symptoms of Depersonalization or Derealization are:
- feeling disembodied
- divorced from oneself
- feeling like there are people around you but you can’t see them
- feeling apart from everything, unattached, dead, or ascended
- feeling puppet-like or robot-like, a spectator, not fully in control
- feeling two dimensional or like you’re made of cotton-wool
- having mechanical or robotic actions
- witnessing ones own actions as if in a film or on a TV program
- not doing one’s own thinking or feeling responsible for what your own actions
- feeling like you’re avoiding death every second
Deprogramming Without Becoming A “Pothead”
You may see these symptoms in people that have panic attacks, agoraphobia, OCD, or PTSD – which are usually treated with sensory numbing medications in modern medicine. Depersonalization affects the perception of oneself, and derealization is a perceived environmental shift where the world feels unreal and unfamiliar. This unfamiliarity is caused by a change in the way our senses perceive our surroundings.
Mentally, what’s happening is that the brain is having it’s first “break down.” Most people don’t know how to deal with this. It may not seem like a big deal, but sometimes the mind tries to cope with it by setting the body on “auto pilot.” Without the proper information, or a high enough frequency & vibration to understand this process – herbal deprogrammers become very dangerous.
I’m sure you’ve come across “potheads” that have found a certain level of comfort in doing nothing. They appear to have found a sort of enlightenment and peacefulness in living a simplistic life. Quite the contrary, they have actually reduced the motivation to seek true enlightenment and made it almost impossible to progress in terms of self-actualization. They have created an insidious, extremely harmful, illusory reality – and can be seen as effectively brain damaged. The use of a deprogrammer in massive quantities – prior to understanding it’s ethereal purpose – can be detrimental.
I personally believe this “too high” psychosis has very little to do with the amount of weed you consumed. It has more to do with your vibe/frequency and any other state altering substances in your system at the time. This psychedelic state is meant solely for the purpose of ascension and greater understanding, and should be used accordingly. As I’ve grown in my spirituality, I’ve found that cannabis has allowed me to communicate with the Earth in a higher dimension. I experienced what it was like to be a piece of an oversoul, and completely detached from the outcomes of this physical 3D existence – a truly eternal being. It has helped me develop a meta view of how the world works and the ‘lila’ we’re all a part of.
Breaking Down Strong Ideologies
Once you break down the mental prison of strong ideologies (religion, nationality, politics, etc) you’ll very soon understand that we are far from alone in this universe. I’m sure you’ve heard that the Earth is a school where we have contracts to complete certain tasks and gather information. We must master ourselves to complete the Earth school, and balance human/physical as well as ET/metaphysical aspects of ourselves. The more we master ourselves, the more powerful we become. It’s like a game… like The Sims. We program ourselves to survive based on what we observe in our environments, and then work to regain spiritual competency, balancing the physical and the metaphysical. As we ascend, we gain courage and fearlessness in our self-exploration – which perpetuates further ascension.
We must look at this experience like a kundalini meditation of sorts. Kundalini energy gives access to a new dimension of thoughtless awareness which allows us to push aside obstructions hindering our ascent – like permanent deprogramming. Those obstructions can be anything from perceived stress in a relationship to self-doubt or irrational insecurities. Many people complain that they no longer feel “normal” after a Derealization, Depersonalization, or Kundalini experience. But we need to shift our way of looking at this. Remember, Francis Crick, father of modern genetics, was under the influence of LSD (not that I advise doing shrooms) when he deduced the double-helix structure of DNA 50 years ago and won the Nobel Prize-winning.
There is no Depersonalization Cure or Derealization Cure because this isn’t an illness. I am firmly opposed to treating these experiences with prescription medication. My personal opinion is that our school systems should be teaching meditation and self-mastery techniques. An appropriate remedy would be to learn spiritual hygiene, study our ethereal origins, embrace creativity, and to learn to meditate & quiet the mind. To feel “normal” would require nothing to have changed, and the obstructions to remain, keeping us grounded in the lower realms. These experiences are to help us with our ascension and shift our view of reality. We’re always in control, and just expanding our meta view of this Earthly experience. We need to adjust our beliefs to support our ascension and remember we’re of a singular divine source with infinite power and potential. We’re never alone, always expanding, and made of pure love.
“Truth is stranger than fiction.” – Mark Twain
Disclaimer: I am not a doctor or trained medical professional. I am not making any recommendations or prescriptions whatsoever. This is simply a recollection of my experience so that it may offer some refuge for those seeking answers on their spiritual journey.